Swimming in an ocean of thoughts.....

Ask me no questions and i shall tell you no lies :)

Saturday, March 19, 2011

Incoherent thoughts ~ Mind bubble

It is just one of those rare days like today, when the self feels like shedding its inhibitions and expressing. Or today is just one of those days when the mind is blank (not in the literal sense, though) and is absolutely not churning out anything worthwhile, but still is overflowing with a plethora of irredeemable thoughts that burst out and disappear even before reaching its chrysalis stage. Am not sure what this feels like, or what I should be terming it as, but all I can say is it is a mind bubble and it just about to burst!


Saturday, March 12, 2011

Living the divine moments of life! ~ Joys of Motherhood

There is a time in every woman’s life, when she deserves to be absolutely happy, stress free and very much deserves to be loved. A phase when she feels she is special and nothing beats that feel good factor when she can actually feel the small fluttery movements, a few kicks and some popping sounds which make the phase all the more alluring and real. A journey embarked in this phase could probably be termed as the most beautiful phase when the love increases manifold. The emotional strains, the hormonal surges, the crazy dreams, the weird cravings and the uncontrollable physical changes, makes one wonder/ponder/gape in awe at the intricacies of how a life comes into existence and what convoluted changes it brings to the female’s personality on the whole! The whole experience is so endearing that it cannot be compared with anything in this world. There is only one word for it – Priceless! Having entered it and now nearing the final trimester of this phase, I feel blessed, I feel happy and I love my family all the more, specially my husband, who although is serving somewhere far away in North, enjoys the moments of togetherness (if not physically), but mentally! God bless my lil one with all happiness on earth…!! Amen….


Emotional outburst - 1

P.S : This blog is totally a rant. Go ahead at your own risk

There are some creatures who are extremely successful at disgusting me to the core! It is like the more you try to avoid them, the more they seem to haunt you. It is so difficult to keep one’s cool in times, in very sensitive times, specially when the one person you so much want to lean on for a moral support and mental strength is not besides you! Maybe my hormonal surges are purging up to a level that they leave me so emotionally drained. Somehow bringing self to normal was never easy when anger conquers. However I do feel like screaming at these insensitive idiots, ‘Please get a life!!’ for God’s sake...!